Crushing rocks with Oyster card, so nauseous, can’t sleep it off

Backseat of some car, zip-tied up cant move my arms

(Will I ever be whole again?)

Zip-tied up, cant move my arms

(Will I ever be home again?)

No iris, black star and cross

(Will I ever be whole again?)

Skin so soft, covered in gloss

(Will I ever be home again?)

Powerline, I’ll hold the charge

Crushing rocks with Oyster card, so nauseous, can’t sleep it off

Backseat of some car, zip-tied up cant move my arms

At the bus stop, crushing rocks

(Crush, crush, crush, crush, C-c-crush, crush) 

They all stare at me, I don’t care at all

(Oh my god, fuck you)

Everywhere I go, they look at me wrong

(What, what the fuck are you looking at?)

Every day go the same, got to stay strong

(Trust, trust, trust, trust me it gets so much worse)

Something feels so wrong

It’s the way I look or the way I walk

Why are you scared of me when I’m not so hard?

No peroxide, I stay dark

Don’t go around him, you might get robbed

Chop off your body parts

Chop his arm off and take his watch

(Crush, crush, crush, crush, C-c-crush, crush)

At the bus stop, crushing rocks

They all stare at me, I don’t care at all

At the bus stop, crushing rocks

(Crush, crush, crush, crush, C-c-crush, crush) 

They all stare at me, I don’t care at all

(Oh my god, fuck you)

Everywhere I go, they look at me wrong

(What, what the fuck are you looking at?)

Every day go the same, got to stay strong

(Trust, trust, trust, trust me it gets so much worse)

Something feels so wrong, It’s the way I look or the way I walk

Why are you scared of me when I’m not so hard?

No peroxide, I stay dark

Don’t go around him, you might get robbed

Chop off your body parts

Chop his arm off and take his watch

At the bus stop, crushing rocks

They all stare at me, I don’t care at all

(Crush, crush, crush, crush, C-c-crush, crush)

Wake up, happy, wash my face in acid

I’m glassy, shattered, wrapped in bubble plastic

I’m fragile, wash my hands in gasoline

Matches and kerosene, please handle me carefully

(Damage me)

Sparkly, I’m glossed over

Come here, yeah come over

I can tell that somethings broken

Stop, smell the roses

I see things in stop motion

Skin, bone and sun lotion

Skin tone like Diet Cola

So cold, vodka soda

I lost control of it

Zip-lock of rat poison

Salt crystals dissolving, cook off the tap water

Lay down at dawn and crawl back up at nightfall

Stop my racing heart

Beat soft, hard

It stops and starts

My racing heart, it stops and starts

Breaks apart and paints the walls

Where did all this pain come from?

Break the laws and sell the cause

Break my chains, I change my locks

I want to talk to the spirit gods

I talk to you through broken jaws

Broke my teeth on something hard

I’m missing something..

I’ll do it all for nothing

(Still or sparkling)

Vakna, vakna, vakna

Andas in, andas ut

Andas in, andas ut

Andas in..

Följ ljuset

Följ ljuset

I feel like I’m flying and sinking at the same time

Like I’m being pulled from below and from above

In every direction, at once

It’s nothing special

It’s sweet, like juice

(It tastes like juice)

It tastes like nectar

The darkest fruit

(It’s sweet, like juice)

I want the sweetest juice, you are the darkest fruit

I drink from you

I drink you

I drink you

I drink you

(I can change the rules)

(I can change the rules)

(I can change the rules)

(So lets do it)

All my senses are clues

I can change the rules

So let’s do it

(Security!)

Ok, let’s do..

Ok, let’s do it

I can change the rules

(???)

Break the chain, I change the lock-piece

Break the chain, I change the not-peace

Break the chain, I change the rule

Break the chain, I change the rule

I can..

(???)

(Security!)

Lets do it

Droplets meet the surface

Turn to circles

Into circles..

Energy is eternal

One with the earth

Universal

Energy is eternal

Break the chain, I change the lock-piece

Break the chain, I change the not-peace

Break the chain, I change the rule

Break the chain, I change the rule

I can..

(???)

Lets do it

Energy is eternal

Think I fell for someone, oh what’s going on?

I’m still covered in Dry Gloss and I can’t take it off

Oh, and it’s just me and myself, just the two of us

Spend some time alone with you now, you’re my only one

I’ve got a thing for you

A thing for you?

I think of you

Am I going crazy?

A thing for you

A thing for you

A thing..

(Don’t take me back again, don’t take me back again)

It’s so hard to hide but so easy to find

(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)

And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes

(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)

Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice

(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)

Silver lights, I let it oxidise

I’ve been rolling oxen bone

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Baby, kiss me through the phone

Ecco2K, I lost all hope

Smoking on dope, I feel so cold

(Smoking on dope, I feel so cold)

Live on islands made of stone

(Rob that n*gga for his coat)

25 000 on Silk Road

Shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, that glow

Obviously silver, not no gold

Tried to keep up and he went broke

Steaming hot, they don’t want no smoke

2g K, went to the hole

And my heart is fine, I star and cross my eyes

Can never let you cross my mind

Oh, I try, it happens all the time

And my heart is bind, I star and cross my eyes

Can never let you cross my mind

Oh, I try, it happens all the time

Oh, I’m unravelling, and I’m panicking

Feel like I’m paper thin, and now I’m tearing

Help my please, give me Calcium, I think I’m fracturing

I need bandaging, don’t take me back again

I feel like Marylin, but I’m not acting again

This might be the end, I think it might be

I’m seeing evil men, am I imagining them?

I think i might be..

I’ve been rolling oxen bone

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Baby, kiss me through the phone

Ecco2K, I lost all hope

Smoking on dope, I feel so cold

(Smoking on dope, I feel so cold)

Live on islands made of stone

(Rob that n*gga for his coat)

25 000 on Silk Road

Shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, that glow

Obviously silver, not no gold

Tried to keep up and he went broke

Steaming hot, they don’t want no smoke

2g K, went to the hole

(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)

Double K crystals kiss my nose

(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)

Ecco2K, I lost all hope

(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)

Live on islands made of stone

(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)

25 000 on Silk Road

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

Double K crystals kiss my nose

I feel like Im flying and sinking at the same time

Like I’m being pulled from below and from above

In every direction, at once

Who said this was supposed to be easy

Silence, I hear my heart beating..

You make it look so easy

Forbidden fruit, want to reach for it

Squeeze the juice out and bleed it

Break the skin up and peel it

Im someone else around people

(Please don’t make me do something evil)

Lick my lips and eat it, we don’t mix together, sugar and diesel

More, more, got to have it

No more, I can’t handle it

No one gets to heaven

Uh oh, that’s embarrassing..

Oops, no, something happened

Someone please call a ambulance

No more, got to have it

No more, I can’t handle it

What’s this feeling, what to I call it?

I can’t stop thinking, I don’t talk about it

Sometimes I don’t look where I’m walking

God play tricks on me and I fall for it

Guess I’m sorry, it’s my fault, I could have stopped whenever I wanted

Take what you want, I don’t want this

A part of me became toxic

Got to get a grip, got to stop it

Got to breathe poisonous oxygen

I can’t eat, but it’s nothing

Can’t go to sleep, but it’s nothing

Always something, but it’s nothing

Out of nowhere, into nothing

I cant stop it, it’s compulsive

Someone do something

I brought the bag out like it’s nothing

Out of nowhere, into nothing (new)

Don’t tell anyone

Keep my mouth shut or I spill out my guts

Oh, pretty please with sugar on top

I can stop whenever I want

More, more, got to have it

No more, I can’t handle it

No one gets to heaven

Uh oh, that’s embarrassing..

Oops, no, something happened

Someone please call a ambulance

No more, got to have it

No more, I can’t handle it

Can’t have it

No more, cant handle it

No, no, can’t have it

No more, can’t handle it

No, no, can’t have it

No more, I can’t handle it

No more, I can’t handle it

Ask your heart

(Please ask your heart)

Bring it back to where it was

(Back where it was)

Ask your heart

(Your heart, please ask your heart)

To bring me back in your arms

(Bring me back in your arms, ohh)

Ask

(Your heart, please ask your heart)

Won’t you ask?

(Your heart, please ask your heart)

Ask

(Your heart, please ask your heart)

Won’t you ask?

(Won’t you ask, would you ask it?)

Whatever you ask of me

(What you ask)

I’ll let you have

(My heart, please have my heart)

Every last drop of me, I’ll let you have it

(I’ll let you have it)

Someone come break my fall, cause I’m falling hard

(I fall so hard)

I’ll pray to any god

(I pray to god)

To create someone

(To hold my heart)

It won’t last

(It won’t last)

But I tried so hard

(I tried and tried)

It won’t last

(That long, won’t last that long)

Or it won’t happen at all..

Ask

(The god, I pray to god)

Won’t you ask?

(Someone, create someone)

Ask

(Someone to hold my heart)

Won’t you ask?

(Your heart, please ask your heart)

To hold my heart

To hold my heart

It stops and starts

It tears apart

And paints the walls

I’m in my room, talk to the walls

I hear them sing, la la la la

Falling backwards into the dark

I hear the voices talk so loud

Carry me softly, pull me down

I shut my eyes, cover my mouth

Tell me how..

Something so beautiful can taste so foul

So foul

Something beautiful can taste so foul

Look around

Something beautiful can seem so..

Worthless

Worthless

Worthless

Worthless

Security!

So beautiful, so perfect

So beautiful, so perfect

So beautiful, so perfect

So beautiful, so perfect

Perfect

Security, perfect

How did you get so perfect?

I wish that I was perfect

You make me feel so dirty

You make me feel so naked

Ohh, I know its worth it

I want to see you waste it

I want to be.. perfect

You make it look so.. perfect

Security.. perfect

I know I’ll never be perfect

1 O’clock, 2 AM, to 6 in the morning

1 O’clock, 2 AM, I don’t recognise myself

Now every time I close my eyes I see the corpses

Every time I look in the mirror I see monsters

1 O’clock, 2 AM, to 6 in the morning

I can’t hear my thoughts over this running water

Every time I look in the mirror I feel nauseous

Every time I look in the mirror I see monsters

What would you ask if you had one wish?

If you could choose only one thing to fix?

If you had the chance, would you change something?

You could lose yourself, would you take that risk?

What would you ask if you had one wish?

If you could choose only one thing to fix?

If you had the chance, would you change something?

Worthless..

Security!

So beautiful, so perfect

So beautiful, so perfect

So beautiful, so perfect

So beautiful, so perfect

Perfect

Security, perfect

How did you get so perfect?

I wish that I was perfect

You make me feel so dirty

You make me feel so naked

Ohh, I know its worth it

I want to see you waste it

I want to be.. perfect

You make it look so.. perfect

Security.. perfect

I know I’ll never be perfect

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

Absorbs to the core

I wish I fall, I sink through the floor

Unless I lost I lose nothing more

The more I want, the more loses all

The will is lost, I will kiss the gods

I kill my gods and play god of war

I talk to walls and walk through their doors

I kiss my forehead, dance on my corpse

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

Absorbs to the core

I wish I fall, I sink through the floor

Unless I lost I lose nothing more

The more I want, the more loses all

The will is lost, I will kiss the gods

I kill my gods and play god of war

I talk to walls and dance through their doors

I kiss my forehead, dance on my corpse

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

The clock don’t stop

Hey! Wake up!

Get up! Stand up!

Hey! Wake up!

Get up! Stand up!

Hey! Wake up!

Get up! Stand up!

Blue skies

Blue skies

Blue skies

Blue skies

Blue skies

Blue skies

Blue skies

Blue skies

Blue skies

Blue skies

All of my friends have blue eyes

All of my friends got blue eyes

All of my friends got blue eyes

All of my friends got blue eyes

All of my friends got blue eyes

All of my friends got blue eyes

All of my friends got blue eyes

All of the rest

All the rest

No one left

No one left

Everywhere else they’re gone, they left

All the rest

No one left

All the rest is gone, they left

Everybody else is gone, they left

Everybody else is gone, they left

Everybody else, gone and left